New Leaves

Have you ever looked in the mirror and said to yourself anything close to, "You're disgusting" or brush your teeth and feel yourself jiggling. I did. I had the most awful vision of my appearance in my mind that I straight up stopped staring at myself in the mirror at all. For close to a year, after I got out of the shower, I ran to put my clothes on. I was NOT comfortable being uncovered. I felt hideous, sluggish, depressed, tired, and upset. However, I pretended that I was not overweight and unhealthy. I think this was the only way to stay sane for myself. Pretending it was not there was the easiest way to defy how I was feeling about myself. My body is quite odd and normally when people are dealing with stressful situations, they lose weight due to low appetite. Though my appetite hadn't really increased, for whatever reason, my body held onto weight like it was goin' outta style. My fat is STUBBORN. I gain EASY but when I make an effort to get that fat off, it does not want to go anywhere. I was going through all those emotions and trials and I was incredibly unhappy with myself. On the outside, I pretended to feel beautiful and loved and though I was probably loved, I felt the FARTHEST thing away from beautiful. I never ever want to go back to how I was a year in a half ago.

Today, I have never felt better, never been healthier, and never have had SO much energy in my life. Growing up I was extremely active, I played soccer for 13 years and danced for most of my life as well. I was all over the place. In highschool I had back to back dance classes and I was extremely fit. I think that is part of the reason why I was so incredibly unhappy when I weighed so much. I am naturally active, and love the feeling of working my body and my muscles. So many people hate to work out but I secretly ABSOLUTELY love it. It's my "out." Anyway, I have gotten my life back on track and I cannot STRESS to you how happy and thankful that I am for doing so. I have to thank Zrii and my good friend Brittney Kerr for showing me this company and these EXTREMELY special products. By consuming them daily, I have created a lifestyle in which I love and love to talk about and love to live. I am sure I am not the only person in the world who has felt unhappy with themselves, but the thing is, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE!!!! Take a step back and put yourself in check! I did.....and I will NEVER go back to old habits again. Not ever.

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This was yesterday! I am still working on toning up and losing my baby belly but I am WELL on my way. And it is ALL thanks to the above products. I LOVE Zrii. AND I WILL NEVER LET ANYONE TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME.