Bed

So, this may be retarded, but I am so so so excited about it. I am going to buy a new bed for my new house. My room is painted yellow, I was going to paint it a different color, but I decided I would keep it instead. I need bright, and I need happy, and I need positivity in my life. Not saying a bed spread can do all these things, but it helps. This is exactly it, but the wood is actually white. Here is a picture of it...I can't even wait to get it. Ahh, I'm in love with it.

New

We have been so so busy these past few weeks. My mom, Olivia, and I are moving...again. But, this time it is for good, and it is definitely for the very best. I can't wait, the house we found is so amazing. It is perfect for us, with a giant backyard. We can't wait till summer so we can have tons of parties and bbq's. I will post pictures when we get into the house, we start the move on Feb 15th. Woohoo!!!!! We haven't been up to much else besides work, playing with our toys, eating some cereal, and learning to roll over. Olivia is starting to get such the funniest little personality. She giggles at some of the weirdest things. For example, when I get dressed, she finds this the most hilarious thing ever. haha.. Anyway, here are some pictures from the last few weeks. 

Shmile for the camera!

 Look at all these colors, so awesome. haha

When she is happy she lifts up her legs and tries to grab her toes lol

 Lazy day :]

 My HAIR!!

 No more blonde streak ha

 This is our little photo shoot of the day 

 These are my duck lips like moms haha

 Ugh....are we done yet? haha

Day 15

Something or someone you couldn’t live without.

There are a lot of "things" and a lot of people that I couldn't really want to live without. But, truth is, you can honestly live without someone or something that you thought you wouldn't be able to ever live without. My biggest fear in life wasn't spiders, snakes, or failure, my biggest fear was to have to live a life without Ian. I know now, you learn to adapt to what you are given in life you don't have a choice. So really, you can live without that most important thing in your life, it is possible. I just hope no one else would ever have to.

Day 14

 A hero that has let you down.

Until about 4 years ago, my life was sadly full of let downs. It was not ever full or complete you could say. It seemed like people let me down left and right, so basically, i was used to the fact. I look back on my childhood now and think, there are so many things I could wish for it, but then I remember, if my life hadn't played out how it did, I wouldn't be where i am today. So, I actually should thank all you dead beats that suck, it prepared me for a life that I have to live now.