It's Our Beautiful Chaos...: Latest...

I guess I am not very good at updating my blog like most people. Maybe I will make a better effort in updating every so often. There have been some pretty significant events happen the past couple of months. Olivia's first thanksgiving was not the typical, traditional turkey day, we spent it at the Grand America Hotel. They have a FANTASTIC buffet. Though many were missing from our Thanksgiving celebration this year, we tried to enjoy it. On December 5th, Olivia was blessed. My dad flew from Japan to step in for Ian, to bless our baby girl. The blessing was amazing and there wasn't a dry eye in the room. Even though Ian wasn't physically there with us, I know he was there, in the circle blessing our daughter. The feeling was so strong. As hard as the days are, life keeps going. I have began to find peace once again. I miss him everyday, but he was my angel while he was here physically and he is my angel still. I love you boy, we miss you <3

I half wink at you :]